I use to have number anxiety; test anxieties and I heated Math… Algebra and English… I use to love History, Fashion, general studies, drawing, anything but Math, Algebra and English… But I never understood why? I was an out going kid, very well spoken, had a great self esteem, but no matter what or when ever I studied for a test, I was getting bad marks, yes I did pass the test, but I knew so much and for some reason I couldn’t get the 100% score, and I didn’t understand what happen to me and why? I was excited, studying for the test, teaching my class mates and on the day of the test, I will go totally blank, couldn’t remember anything, new in my mind that I know the answers, but failed to remember, so I did it any way, feeling bad, since I did it regardless of remembering, luckily still pass the test, but felt it was more luck then memory…

Then when I become familiar with my Inner Child, this is what I discovered:

My Inner child remembered, I was in grate 6, and my child with in me remembered how my substitute teacher used her words as her weapon.. It wasn’t just the words she used on my, It was the circumstances, and the energy behind the words.

Here I am in grade 6, in a math or an Algebra class, asking a question, my teacher kindly explained it to me, but I didn’t understand, being confident, I asked again, she did explain it again, but I honestly couldn’t get the answer, was very confused, figured out, If I don’t ask, I won’t get it, so I asked again…. Yes, in front the entire class, when every one giggled and I smiled back, not caring, as long as I get the answers right…

And at that point, my substitute teacher lost it, I could feel her Anger, Resentment, blackness, fear of having the class laughing at her, and she yelled at me at once calling me Stupid…and I said, No I am not, I just didn’t get it, and she kept losing it and rapidity saying, “What, are you stupid? Having the entire classroom laughing, not sure if it was at me or her, I really think it was at her, and who knows, maybe they thought I was playing with her to get some attention?

But that was it, that day did crash me down, her word was used as a weapon upon me, by an adult who assaulted me verbally, while I was in her care, as her student.

Since grade six, my inner child learned to not speak out, not express itself or its truth for fear of anyone else’s response, and it was mainly about learning, knowledge, test and exams.

My inner child learned to hide in my thoughts and use her voice to grab my attention, only I didn’t know how to do it, until later in life.

My inner child learned to survive by hiding within me, and was acting out when ever I needed to do an exam; it was always a reminder of that day from school.

It was a projection of that evil substitute teacher that left me feeling unworthy. It became invisible, fruitless; it made my inner self wrong. Whatever I have held against in my life, such as in my relationships, friendships, jobs, basically anything and everything were all taken from me.

But Once I become close with my “inner parent” and “Inner child”, we have learned to unlock the blockage, with a special Key..

My Inner voice introduced me to my Inner parent and to my inner child, the one who were required to hold on to The Key of my behaviors that blocked me from living my childhood as happily as I was suppose to…

When your Inner Child is left alone, it feels lonely, even sick or to be even exact, to be paralyzed, when an Inner child is injured, it is like having all your physical body in a shut down, every thing is numb, and empty, sensation or feeling, It’s like having your blood flow stopped, oxygen stopped, because my inner child was so afraid that at that time had no desire to move forward.

Inner child was stocked, paralyzed, no oxygen or energy to move forward, my poor Inner Child was lucked up in the past and was overpowered with my negative energy.

My Right brain went silent; Failure, Nightmares, Fear, Anxiety, Waking up in cold sweats, Darkness, Worthless, Negativity.

Part of my left brain kept yelling out loud “I HAVE RESPONSIBILTY”, OPPURTUNITY, DUTY, FATE, HOPE.. Yes, that was My Special Inner Child Secret, and that was THE KEY, at all costs, despite the fact that I was locked into one childhood event, and learned ways of coping by communicating with my voices with in me..

All my hopes and dreams became reality, instantly, as I become partner with my Inner Child…

As a Hypnotherapist, I hypnotize my client and guide them to meet their inner child, It is different for every client, each have their own special meeting. As soon as the client starts communicating with their inner child, there is this huge emotional shift and bounding on a deep level: the inner child feels happiness, while the adult realize the joy of communicating with their suppress feelings, and as a result they both experience a complete satisfaction of wholeness.

I also have workshops, and small Inner Child classes, that I teach step by step how one can communicate with their Inner Child, and or how to work with clients in hypnosis session. Hypnosis is the performance of using a variety of physical and practice to help each individual to manifest the healing powers of the mind-body connection, and that alone can free the client from pain or any other personal issues

You can contact me for your free consultation… local or long distance.

Free your self from the nightmare of Negative Emotional Messages that did affect your Feelings.

Doreen Cohanim MM, C.Ht, HBCH

HypnoBirthing Childbirth Educator

http://www.HypnoticMindset.com

© 2008 Doreen Cohanim – All Rights Reserved.

Doreen has conducted lectures on Past Life Regression and Energy Healing classes at various places and countries such as Israel, Mexico and Canada. As a Certified Hypnotherapist and Energy Healer, Doreen draws to her practice a great experience in working with psychologists, family therapists, sexual assault therapists and physicians since 1999. Doreen is also assisting therapeutic personal growth workshops for Chakra balancing that is called “The Dance Chakra,” as well her experience as a Certified Massage Therapist for six years.